As I ignite the lighter my obsessions manifested, floating in a transcendental eventide, like silhouettes, they wandered alone to a tangle of shadows in the sunrise. Embraced by the humid walls of this grayish city, the essence that filled the gaps of the improvised alleys in a pile of homes was vanished from my body which, with shades of melancholy, blurred the street from the opaque grey of the wet stones until the last wood hue of that last shack, where you still could see the pale yellow of light in the last lighted lamp post. Maybe by far, only for a few moments, I could get myself clear again, under that fascinating brightness that slipped to the cold wind, like a fluttering orange dress, glowing at night. My desires quickly melted as words that broke down in an imperative mood stripping the brightness of my being to the abyssal sight of the dark. The streets were silent just like hostages of the morbid landscape of São Paulo suburbia. It was all so quiet that my footsteps see...
Choose enemies Choose dealing drugs Choose beat in your wife's face Choose be kicked in the face by a cop Choose dirty needles Choose teach kids how to smoke crack Choose sell your body for a bag of cocaine Choose be arrested pregnant Choose buy drugs spun in jail Choose a fucking big pipe full of meth Choose hide guns under your children's bed Choose get drunk and vomit your guts Choose sleep with rats on the streets Choose suck cocks for five bucks Choose try suicide every fucking night Choose heroin overdose Choose be dead still alive Choose choke with your own blood Choose shoot someone in a robbery Choose death
Uma ou duas linhas abaixo das margens da miséria vivia escondido como escombro; um ser despedaçado por detrás das sombras das próprias ruínas. Ríspido com o próprio âmago, afogando as vozes mais baixas que se podia ouvir dentro da cabeça a fundo do abissal silencioso em que seus olhos flutuavam. Boiavam lá também as ruas e outras misérias. Recluso, à si mesmo negava as chaves da liberdade e a luz da janela, que tapava com manto, seja véu ou medo, manto que obstruia até mesmo uma só partícula de luz. Apesar de ter tantos desejos encarcerados, nada lá se podia encontrar. Era o vazio de uma mente cheia de nada e os ecos dos sonhos já mortos em suas minas. Rastejava o ser com um pé na guia e outro na sarjeta, desajeitado mais do que era por natureza, locomovendo seu corpo lívido à lugar nenhum. Era de se ter medo. Como o dono da rua e todos os becos e avenidas, banhava-se na ma...
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